trouble

well, i guess sometimes in life you gotta get over the bad things right?
if life was easy where would all the adventures me?

it's just hard to realize that when all you can see is the bad things.
i know i have to keep on going.



"stand in the rain, stand your ground. stand up when it's all crashing down. stand throught the pain, you won't drown. and one day whats lost can be found. just stand in the rain." - super chick.

<3

OK, well yesterday i felt so oddly content. i didn't feel like i NEEDED to hang out with someone on a Friday night. i was just kinda stuck at school but I'm was fine with that. so i started walking. and i really don't know where i was just walking then i ended up in a park, i know your thinking... is she telling a whole novel... just bare with me. well anyway I'm in the park and not to mention it is about 48 degrees outside and I'm alone. BUT i was content. well after a while i thought i was going to get raped so i headed back to the school, but that's besides the point. the point was i got to see beauty and just take a break from my busy life for about 2 hours. also, lately I've been figuring out who my real friends are.. it's not like I've been getting in fights with people to make me not like them. it's more of a who's always going to be there. i can't really describe it. it just is. maybe this 2009 it's telling me to really figure out things... i hope so.

rules and regulations

dude, so when i first started telling myself to make a blog i was like OH who's gonna read it man, I'm excited, i have to make my life fake exciting like i ALWAYS do on myspace/facebook.. secretly.. but then i realized nobody gives 2 swines about MY life and the long things I'M posting about your day, its like myspace bulletins, nobody REALLY cares if your life is good, so now I'm sitting here saying, well I'm glad i can just do this for me. just for me.well i mean others may read it, but I'm not gonna post "I LOVE____ " over all of is, so if you think I'm going to give you some kind of shout out, just exit this tab now. this is the beginning of something new, lets try it out :)